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Run Into You. Friday, May 24 @ Friday, May 24, 2013 {0} // Since the day you left me in the middle of hustle and bustle of my life reaching the higher stage in my education portfolio, I kept all our memories in the deepest part of my brain so I could insert some other things that minor-ly important and major-ly unimportant. But after a few months, you came into me. Some things that had made you hurt and made you crawling back to me. I knew it will be happened some other day and it truly be happened. What makes you so stupid? What makes you so blind? What makes you overreacted? Answer me, can you? I don't know. My eyes , my ears , my mind all blown away. I just need a shoulder to be cry on. Will you be? As you wish. The night where we spent the whole only to hear your sobbing and regretting also cursing to the un-glad human that wasting you for nothing. And today like I promised before, come into you just to check how "okay" you have been for past few days. Alhamdulillah I should say in other to precise my gladness to God for making my pray came true. You look, so far away better than yesterday. I can see, you brightest smile showing off your strongest strength. Saying Hi every morning with a little smile icon makes my whole days just perfect. I need a medicine, now. Something likes drugs or an alcohol maybe. All this stupid shit really hurt my brain. I couldn't focus to my study. I need them Those shit things won't help you to get rid those stupid shit. Don't you ever dare to take them even once. I mean it. Have you forgotten how bad they turned you? I want to see the stars. I want to be among the stars. Should I light off my life? And you can see the brightest star shining will be me. Me. Are you crazy? Enough with all those creeps! I'll be in KL in this short time and I want you to be as fit as you are. See you, please I beg you baby to be strong just for awhile. You're the only one who would run into me in any situation I in need. Sorry for everything, sorry for hurting you. I didn't mean so. The only thing that you should be sorry now is your heart. Haven't you remember your vows? That you will take care of them? Not to hurt them? Not even once. Stop all this. I terribly want you. Please. I'm off to bed and my only wish is to have you next to me now. Nah you got me. And we spend this happy evening together. I have already made my vow that I should release you little by little day by day and I made it with all the struggle and pains. Take care my dear and I know you will be read this and ended up with crying. Wipe your eyes dear, all those tears are only valid to be tears for all your happy moments to be treasured in your life. Take care my the other half :') 4 In The Morning Saturday, March 30 @ Saturday, March 30, 2013 {0} // Hola, I'm writing this post at early 3 am. No sleeping for today. Haha, deserve me. Orang sibuk study kau sibuk berjalan. Memang tak lah nk tidur kannnnnnnnnn? Lagi lagi esok first paper CSC 134 pulak tu. Yeay, tepuk tangan Miya tak ready apa pun ni nak jawab soalan esok uwahh nangis kuat kuat. Actually, petang tadi dah ada agenda lain. Nak cycling dengan Jah, around Uitm area. Konon-konon nak riadah lah kan, tapi tiba-tiba we received a call from her saying that she wants to go back home at Segamat sebab nak ambil barang and pulangkan balik dekat Labis. She asked us whether we want to go along with her or not tp sebenarnya dalam hati nak nak nak sangat sangat sangat. Yelah nak spend time dgn dia kannnnnnn. We never met around 4 days something. Rindu ouh ! Masa received call from her dekat rumah K.Rock. Lelapkan mata jap before go cycling. But, rasa macam nak balik pulak ambil Seamore, a very cute turtle bear. Rasa nak bawak Seamore jalan jalan dalam kereta. Peluk dia, kiss dia. Hehehe. Otw balik rumah naik tangga tu fikir fikir fikir, "Should I? Am I takinng a good risk? Should I stay at home and study? But I really wanna spend my time with her..." Nah, finally aku ikut jugak diorang balik Segamat. Dalam kereta, sempat jugak lah revise satu dua helai kertas note with her. I asked some questions and the way she answered like she no reads at all. Entah, masa call cakap dah study sampai Chap 6, maybe she had. But tak tahu nak explain macam mana kan? Masa pergi dia drive, like seriously bawa kereta tu drift gila ! Sempat juga mengucap kalau-kalau mati katak. Minta jauh lah benda macam tu. I already get used the way she drives tapi some of people not, kelakar tau bila ada kakak senior on a ride with us few days ago muntah-muntah. Tak tahan mabuk. Hahaha Balik Uitm, we sat at behind. She slept on my nap. Dan banyak jugak ayat-ayat sentap dia cakap dekat I. Always want to mention nama perempuan tu. Menyampah betul. Mesej tu jangan cakap lah, tak putus. Siyes macam nak nangis. I really really want her to be only one with me not texting others while being aside me. Cemburu tu ofcourse. Siapa yang tak marah kalau ada orang lain kacau sweet time we are having together? I diam je. Lantak lah dia nak text dengan siapa. Dah sampai area Bahau somewhere, bila dia betul betul fall asleep baru I played with her hair. Peluk dia and layan lagu dekat radio Era. Hahaha Seriously, I won't forget those moments being with the one I loved very much. Maybe dia tak perasan but I'm sorry I love you so much. I really want you. Really really want you. Tapi entah, siapa kita di mata dia sedangkan dia sibuk mention nama perempuan tu again and again. This is the reason why I'm crying over the night. The night went so fast and yah, dia dengan perempuan tu. Redha je la. :'( It is almost 4 am in the morning. I think I should take a nap sebab takut esok kepala otak boleh jadi jammed. Wish me good luck my bushuk bushuk diary. Hewhewhew. :) Early Morning Tuesday, March 26 @ Tuesday, March 26, 2013 {0} // It's morning now. 12.13AM. Currently I'm studying CTU 151 and it really blew my mind off. FISH. I couldn't stop blaming myself for not paying an attention to the lecturer while she was giving a lecture in front of the class. But one step ahead, I do not want to do so as I can see the exact and bold reason behind why I'm not paying the attention. You see, when she was giving the lecture she kinda memorizing the notes. Yes! I can't understand a thing what she said. Hell yah, I'm sitting in front and what did I do was yawning....keeps yawning...and finally fell asleep! Very bad of mine. So far, I'm doing the past year question. The happy thing is I'm google-ing the answer of the structure given. Omg, what is the use of the big book and had very long explanation inside it? Nothing. Google-ing much faster and accurate I guess so. Big thanks to Google Inc. Yesterday noon, I were running off myself from book and having a lot of fun with my girlfriends. We went to waterfall. Ouh not so waterfall I tell you but it such a great moments spending all my precious time with them. We do have so much fun and I won't forget it. It keeps hanging around in my mind. I'm yawning now. I should stop. I should continue answering the objective questions. Ouh I've to meet Kak Rock today at 10am something. Hope I can arise early. This one what I've wrote on my wall. Deep meaning behind it. Gotta say bye now! You know, my eyes all blurred imagining you now. My mind lost to nowhere thinking about you. My hand shakes badly worrying about you. Ya Allah, selamatkan lah dia daripada segala perkara buruk. I really want to see you hang around me, flirting all the time with me, sharing everything about your life with me, sulking with no point with me, being creepy to me, hurting me then comforting me. Seriously I want you badly.	home about Tumblr FBME PROFILE I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer. TAGBOARD with width 250px Twitter Updates Tweets by @MIYAOMAR Advertisements
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Run Into You.

Friday, May 24 @ Friday, May 24, 2013 {0} //

Since the day you left me in the middle of hustle and bustle of my life reaching the higher stage in my education portfolio,

I kept all our memories in the deepest part of my brain so I could insert some other things that minor-ly important and major-ly unimportant. But after a few months, you came into me. Some things that had made you hurt and made you crawling back to me. I knew it will be happened some other day and it truly be happened.

What makes you so stupid?
What makes you so blind?
What makes you overreacted?
Answer me, can you?

I don't know.

My eyes , my ears , my mind all blown away.

I just need a shoulder to be cry on.

Will you be?

As you wish.

The night where we spent the whole only to hear your sobbing and regretting also cursing to the un-glad human that wasting you for nothing. And today like I promised before, come into you just to check how "okay" you have been for past few days. Alhamdulillah I should say in other to precise my gladness to God for making my pray came true.

You look, so far away better than yesterday. I can see, you brightest smile showing off your strongest strength. Saying Hi every morning with a little smile icon makes my whole days just perfect.

I need a medicine, now.

Something likes drugs or an alcohol maybe.

All this stupid shit really hurt my brain.

I couldn't focus to my study. I need them

Those shit things won't help you to get rid those stupid shit.

Don't you ever dare to take them even once.

I mean it. Have you forgotten how bad they turned you?

I want to see the stars. I want to be among the stars.

Should I light off my life?

And you can see the brightest star shining will be me. Me.

Are you crazy? Enough with all those creeps!

I'll be in KL in this short time and I want you to be as fit as you are.

See you, please I beg you baby to be strong just for awhile.

You're the only one who would run into me in any situation I in need.

Sorry for everything, sorry for hurting you. I didn't mean so.

The only thing that you should be sorry now is your heart.

Haven't you remember your vows? That you will take care of them?

Not to hurt them?

Not even once.

Stop all this. I terribly want you. Please.

I'm off to bed and my only wish is to have you next to me now.

Nah you got me. And we spend this happy evening together. I have already made my vow that I should release you little by little day by day and I made it with all the struggle and pains. Take care my dear and I know you will be read this and ended up with crying. Wipe your eyes dear, all those tears are only valid to be tears for all your happy moments to be treasured in your life. Take care my the other half :')

4 In The Morning

Saturday, March 30 @ Saturday, March 30, 2013 {0} //

Hola, I'm writing this post at early 3 am. No sleeping for today. Haha, deserve me. Orang sibuk study kau sibuk berjalan. Memang tak lah nk tidur kannnnnnnnnn? Lagi lagi esok first paper CSC 134 pulak tu. Yeay, tepuk tangan Miya tak ready apa pun ni nak jawab soalan esok uwahh nangis kuat kuat.

Actually, petang tadi dah ada agenda lain. Nak cycling dengan Jah, around Uitm area. Konon-konon nak riadah lah kan, tapi tiba-tiba we received a call from her saying that she wants to go back home at Segamat sebab nak ambil barang and pulangkan balik dekat Labis. She asked us whether we want to go along with her or not tp sebenarnya dalam hati nak nak nak sangat sangat sangat. Yelah nak spend time dgn dia kannnnnnn. We never met around 4 days something. Rindu ouh !

Masa received call from her dekat rumah K.Rock. Lelapkan mata jap before go cycling. But, rasa macam nak balik pulak ambil Seamore, a very cute turtle bear. Rasa nak bawak Seamore jalan jalan dalam kereta. Peluk dia, kiss dia. Hehehe. Otw balik rumah naik tangga tu fikir fikir fikir, "Should I? Am I takinng a good risk? Should I stay at home and study? But I really wanna spend my time with her..." Nah, finally aku ikut jugak diorang balik Segamat.

Dalam kereta, sempat jugak lah revise satu dua helai kertas note with her. I asked some questions and the way she answered like she no reads at all. Entah, masa call cakap dah study sampai Chap 6, maybe she had. But tak tahu nak explain macam mana kan? Masa pergi dia drive, like seriously bawa kereta tu drift gila ! Sempat juga mengucap kalau-kalau mati katak. Minta jauh lah benda macam tu. I already get used the way she drives tapi some of people not, kelakar tau bila ada kakak senior on a ride with us few days ago muntah-muntah. Tak tahan mabuk. Hahaha

Balik Uitm, we sat at behind. She slept on my nap. Dan banyak jugak ayat-ayat sentap dia cakap dekat I. Always want to mention nama perempuan tu. Menyampah betul. Mesej tu jangan cakap lah, tak putus. Siyes macam nak nangis. I really really want her to be only one with me not texting others while being aside me. Cemburu tu ofcourse. Siapa yang tak marah kalau ada orang lain kacau sweet time we are having together?
I diam je. Lantak lah dia nak text dengan siapa. Dah sampai area Bahau somewhere, bila dia betul betul fall asleep baru I played with her hair. Peluk dia and layan lagu dekat radio Era. Hahaha

Seriously, I won't forget those moments being with the one I loved very much. Maybe dia tak perasan but I'm sorry I love you so much. I really want you. Really really want you. Tapi entah, siapa kita di mata dia sedangkan dia sibuk mention nama perempuan tu again and again. This is the reason why I'm crying over the night. The night went so fast and yah, dia dengan perempuan tu. Redha je la. :'(

It is almost 4 am in the morning. I think I should take a nap sebab takut esok kepala otak boleh jadi jammed. Wish me good luck my bushuk bushuk diary. Hewhewhew. :)

Early Morning

Tuesday, March 26 @ Tuesday, March 26, 2013 {0} //

It's morning now. 12.13AM. Currently I'm studying CTU 151 and it really blew my mind off. FISH. I couldn't stop blaming myself for not paying an attention to the lecturer while she was giving a lecture in front of the class. But one step ahead, I do not want to do so as I can see the exact and bold reason behind why I'm not paying the attention. You see, when she was giving the lecture she kinda memorizing the notes. Yes! I can't understand a thing what she said. Hell yah, I'm sitting in front and what did I do was yawning....keeps yawning...and finally fell asleep! Very bad of mine.

So far, I'm doing the past year question. The happy thing is I'm google-ing the answer of the structure given. Omg, what is the use of the big book and had very long explanation inside it? Nothing. Google-ing much faster and accurate I guess so. Big thanks to Google Inc.

Yesterday noon, I were running off myself from book and having a lot of fun with my girlfriends. We went to waterfall. Ouh not so waterfall I tell you but it such a great moments spending all my precious time with them. We do have so much fun and I won't forget it. It keeps hanging around in my mind.

I'm yawning now. I should stop. I should continue answering the objective questions. Ouh I've to meet Kak Rock today at 10am something. Hope I can arise early. This one what I've wrote on my wall. Deep meaning behind it. Gotta say bye now!

You know, my eyes all blurred imagining you now. My mind lost to nowhere thinking about you. My hand shakes badly worrying about you. Ya Allah, selamatkan lah dia daripada segala perkara buruk. I really want to see you hang around me, flirting all the time with me, sharing everything about your life with me, sulking with no point with me, being creepy to me, hurting me then comforting me. Seriously I want you badly.